how stupid i'm.

i just don't get it why should i have them?what's their function in my life?am i lucky to have them?or vice versa.having my life wif them just like in hell.i keep thinking that my life are really really worse.oh my GOD,why don't you open their mind,and give them hidayah to change their attitude n their way of life.i can't bear to see them having life like that anymore.please give them 'NUR' to change their life.and give me backbone to face al of this problem.i have to face it alone.no one besides me that can help me.I LEAVE MY LIFE TO YOU GOD.

MY BIRTHDAy

thanks GOD because you gave me awesome friends..i love them. thanks for all of the wish on my birthday.. 

I WISH I'M NOT HERE

I'm just contented seeing you a far, it troubles me when i see you hurting like now.(zedge)

what I'm thinking right now  is only to keep myself away from everything.everything i had done just to make sure everyone happy.but now,i think I'm hopeless with everything.i don't know what else i should do.i keep care for others feeling in spite of hurting myself..that the way how i care about you all.

every night,i keep crying alone.thinking  about the past.sometimes,i feel like I'm lucky just because i can get everything what i want.but i don't think that is important..i just want everything turn to normal.so we can live happily just like before.every night i raise my head looking to the sky and wish my dream will come true.but it is just a waste.i know that I'm not kind of too good person.i know that I'm not worthy to get a reward or anything.but I'm just hope that they would not hurting that  heart again..I'm not hopping this for myself but for someone that very special for them.i don't want to lose it happen again.i don't want that hurt feeling.kalauah masa itu boleh diundur kembali,aku harap aku yg berada di tempat itu.mungkin kalau ini berlaku,kesedihan itu dapat dikurangkan dan hari ini takkan terjadi.mungkin juga semuanya akan berubah dan mereka bahagia,air mataku takkan pernah menitis mengingati perkara ini.

"Some people hurt by words some by action
But the biggest hurt i believe is
that someone ignoring u
when u value them bigger than anything else"

Lirik Lagu Nokhtah Cinta - Hafiz AF7

Ternyata semua bicaraku
Tersimpan di dalam hatiku
Ternyata semua soalanku
Tak pernah kau fikir di fikiran

Ternyata kau masih
Mencari kepastian dalam cinta
Dan disini masih
Menanti jawapannya

Korus
Tuhan tolong nyatakanlah
Padanya tentang cinta
Adakah masih diriku di perlukan

Tuhan tunjukkan padanya
Tentang apa yang ku fikirkan
Adakah cinta ini
Perlu untuk dirinya

Berbicara tentang cinta kita
Masih tiada noktah penghujungnya
Berbicara tentang perasaan
Simpan saja semua itu

Mengapa kau masih
Mencari kepastian dalam cinta
Dan disini masih
Menanti jawapannya

Read more: http://www.liriklagumuzik.co.cc/2009/08/lirik-lagu-noktah-cinta-hafiz-af7.html#ixzz1JhfdSs6C

WHY ME?

kenapa dia asyik nak msj aku je?takde pompuan

lain dah ke?walaupun dah banyak kali aku

bagitau yg aku mmg xboleh minat dia,dia ttp nk 

msj aku n anggap aku mcm girlfriend 

dia..aduh,susahnya macam ni..kehidupan aku

seperti dikongkong..seriously,aku mmg xminat 

langsung tentang couple ni..kalau as a friend 

tu boleh lah..tp kalau dah tiap2 hari msj,ape 

kejadahnye?spatutnya fikirlah sikit..membazir 

kau punye kredit je.bukan ad faedah pun msj 

aku..baik kau msj mak bapak kau..lagi bagus.

tapi,aku terpaksa buat keputusan ini sbb aku 

xmau kau anggap aku minat kat kau.so,aku 

terpaksa suruh kau berhenti contact aku 

forever..

i'm really-really sory for broken your heart..

                                                                                                      :ardyme

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                                           hai.i'm new blogger here so,xtau ape nk post..
                                           yelah,semua orang ade blog sendiri.aku pon nk jugak rasa
                                           macam mane perasaan bila ad blog....hehehe
                                           that all yg aku nk cakap..
                                           BYEEE.  : p